I wrote this a couple of weeks ago and today I finally decided to post it, so.....here it is:
The past few days I've been going through something emotional.
Something I couldn't quite understand or grasp.
I even got a little frustrated a few times because I couldn't understand what exactly these feeling's were or who they were for.
Last night I was in bed staring at the ceiling listening to Danyew's "Beautiful King", I was all mixed up and still frustrated and then suddenly as the song got to the chorus...this amazing, beautiful, wonderful feeling came over me, it felt like....like...I can't even explain it....but I know it was the Lord because only He could make me feel the way I felt in that moment. In that moment I finally understood what the feelings were and who they were for.
I realized just how much in love I am with my Lord and Savior Christ Jesus.
And with these feelings came such a hunger and longing for God that I have never felt before. I feel so incredibly wonderful now and I will never ever forget the feeling I felt that night...I
wish I could explain this feeling to you but alas I have no words to describe it....I just know everything's different.
Lately I've been less distracted with tv, Internet and such things. I'm so focused right now on what the Lord wants me to do for Him that I can barely think of anything else. But I am evening things out, I've learned if you live too much in the past or the future you can't enjoy the present. :) And I intend to enjoy every moment, every person, everyday, every step of the way on this rocky but steady road the Lord has us on, called "life".
Written by Wookiee
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